[And that's the last straw. Ochako takes Shigaraki's advice and blocks his number, turns off her phone, and shoves it so hard into a drawer the entire frame rattles.
And then she rushes to the bathroom to throw up. God she can't stand him sometimes. The moments where he reminds her who she's dealing with again, and that she shouldn't let him in too much. Her head is pounding, she feels sick (probably because she just was), and all Ochako wants to do is sleep. But she can't, and she doesn't, and she hates how she goes to grab her phone, hours later, and unblock Shigaraki, and text him. Because she can't ignore what he said. Can't ignore the truth indeed.]
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Date: 2021-01-03 04:16 am (UTC)And then she rushes to the bathroom to throw up. God she can't stand him sometimes. The moments where he reminds her who she's dealing with again, and that she shouldn't let him in too much. Her head is pounding, she feels sick (probably because she just was), and all Ochako wants to do is sleep. But she can't, and she doesn't, and she hates how she goes to grab her phone, hours later, and unblock Shigaraki, and text him. Because she can't ignore what he said. Can't ignore the truth indeed.]
if i hated myself the most
what then