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[Is she wrong? Ochako goes quiet, wondering if what she said wasn't the right thing to say. Yeah, they have been through a lot, and she knows Izuku's personality and his heroics, his kind heart and personable attitude. His cute and goofy, heh...quirkiness and nerdy tendencies. She knows all of that, has seen it and become charmed to it all - everything about him is just so sweet and endearing in its own way - but it still weirdly feels like it's not...enough. Would she have not been fooled if she knew more about him? It feels worse with Bakugou, too, because there she just took a guess and prayed. Like diffusing a bomb - picking a wire and hoping it was the right one.

It's painful because it makes her feel like a bad friend. That she should have been able to tell the real from the fake, especially since she's been so carefully watching all her friends grow, because she's just to enraptured by their determination, their strengths, and desire to reach their goals. Bakugou and Deku especially, just...have that aura that pushes everyone else forward alongside them, too. Like a beacon that shines on everyone in the class, it's hard to take her eyes off them. So, knowing all that...still having to guess--]

Mmh...thank you, Deku-kun. I... [Don't really feel that way, right now.] I still think i need to do better, though. Those dumb things really...really made me feel like I'm not a good friend at all. I don't like feeling that way, or putting you all on the line based on a...a guess. Or...something else. [The frailty of her foolish heart.] I'm sorry. I-I'll do better. I promise.

[I have to.]

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[It's true that Izuku tends to keep a lot about himself to himself. He easily jumps to telling people he's fine or that he's doing his best because it stops people from really worrying about him. He wants to be strong enough that people don't have to worry about him. And maybe in a way that keeps Izuku's real thoughts and feelings away from his friends...

Just be like All Might, right? Smile! And be there for others. No matter what.

But maybe in doing all that he's somehow pushed her away. He thinks he needs to do better too. Doesn't he?]

N-no, Uraraka-san... I don't think you need to say sorry. I- Maybe I could do better too. You shouldn't have had to feel like you didn't know me when that doppelganger got to you... So, maybe I need to be more honest. So you don't have to feel that way again.

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[It's part of their culture, loathe as many are to admit it. Don't be a burden to others, and don't be the center of attention for something you can do yourself. Your problems are your own, and no one else's. The weight is yours and yours alone to bear. Ochako is also of this mindset, in a way - she keeps her feelings hidden away and pushed back because she doesn't want to burden others with them. It's...wrong. It's wrong to ignore so many outstretched hands reaching for you.

A smile can instill peace, yes, but when the one smiling is so filled with sorrow, anguish, and pain...is it really a smile at all?]

Mm, no, I do need to apologize. I...never thought to ask before. I was content with what was on the surface and I...don't think that's really right. So I'm sorry, Deku-kun. But I'd...really like that. G-Getting to know you better, I mean. [It just makes her happy. Ochako genuinely just wants to feel closer to her friends, and to feel like they're actually friends again. She's so mixed and knotted up inside that it's all starting to unravel. Those tight bonds she made feel like they're coming apart at the seams.] ...All of you guys. Y'know you're real important to me, right? S'why I don't like feeling like this, and. Um...wh-why I wanna do better.

[She takes a deep breath in, then exhales.]

Can we hangout sometime? Just you and me. No quests or anything like that, just... J-Just as friends. [To reconnect.]

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[Unfortunately, that's very true. It's something that a lot of them are raised to be like. Don't be bothersome, don't make a problem when you can figure it out. Don't worry others... It's a difficult truth.

But even with all of that Izuku is grateful for his friends and classmates too. Having a chance to be surrounded by so many amazing people? He really does feel blessed.]

Y-yeah... Me too. I think sometimes it's hard to remember that we're more than just students training to be heroes. We're... we're us too. Just us?

[He wants to do better too.]

I think that'd be great, Uraraka-san.

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[A difficult truth to accept and an even harder one to overcome. It's why having others to intervene and support you in your endeavors is so critical - for both of them. Through the lows and the highs, those that stay by your side are the ones that are true gifts...and the ones that should be treasured most of all.

It's why Ochako is so glad she and her dear friends are slowly...working past everything. It's hard, and she doesn't really know how to navigate everything with everyone, but she tries. She tries, and the reassurances that they all care and are ready to help, even when she doesn't ask, even when she says no--]

Y-Yeah... [Just us. Just people. Just...kids. Kids who don't really have anything figured out at all, and have only walked in the big, wide world for less than a year.] You know, sometimes I kind of just want to be Uraraka, you know? Just...just have a day off. From everything.

[And that's okay.]

Thanks, Deku.